[ti:breakdown]
[ar:mariah carey]
[by:]
[00:26.50]You called yesterday to basically say
[00:33.50]That you care for me
[00:37.50]But that you're just not in love
[00:41.50]Immediately, I pretended
[00:43.50]To be feeling similarly
[00:46.50]And led you to believe I was OK
[00:50.50]To just walk away from the one thing
[00:53.50]That's unyielding and sacred to me
[00:55.50][01:55.50][03:09.50][03:38.50][04:07.50]Well, I guess I'm trying to be
[00:57.50][01:57.50][03:11.50][03:39.50][04:08.50]Non-chalant about it
[00:59.50][01:59.50][03:13.50][03:40.50][04:09.50]And I'm going to extremes
[01:01.50][02:01.50][03:15.50][03:42.50][04:11.50]To prove I'm fine without you
[01:03.50][02:03.50][03:17.50][03:44.50][04:13.50]But in reality
[01:04.50][02:04.50][03:18.50][03:46.50][04:15.50]I'm slowly losing my mind
[01:06.50][02:06.50][03:20.50][03:48.50][04:17.50]Underneath the guise of a smile
[01:07.50][02:07.50][03:21.50][03:50.50][04:19.50]Gradually, I'm dying inside
[01:09.50][02:09.50][03:23.50][03:52.50][04:20.50]Friends ask me how I feel
[01:11.50][02:11.50][03:25.50][03:54.50][04:22.50]And I lie convincingly
[01:13.50][02:13.50][03:27.50][03:56.50][04:24.50]'Cause I don't want to reveal
[01:15.50][02:15.50][03:29.50][03:57.50][04:25.50]The fact that that I'm suffering
[01:17.50][02:17.50][03:31.50][03:59.50][04:27.50]So, I wear my disguise
[01:19.50][02:19.50][03:33.50][04:01.50][04:29.50]'Til I go home at night
[01:21.50][02:21.50][03:35.50][04:03.50][04:31.50]And turn down all the lights
[01:23.50][02:23.50][03:37.50][04:05.50][04:33.50]And then I break down and cry
[01:25.50]So, what do you do
[01:27.50]When somebody you're devoted to
[01:30.50]Suddenly just stops loving you
[01:32.50]And it seems they haven't got a clue
[01:36.50]Of the pain that rejection
[01:38.50]Is putting you through
[01:40.50]Do you cling to your pride
[01:41.50]And sing "I Will Survive"
[01:44.50]Do you lash out and say
[01:46.50]"How dare you leave this way"
[01:51.50]Do you hold on in vain
[01:53.50]As they just slip away