[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:44.43]How does it feel [00:46.83]To feel nothing at all I wonder [00:55.11]I imagine it's grey [00:57.57]Like the world suddenly lost its color [01:02.58]But I'd be lying if I said [01:09.24]I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times [01:12.12]To feel nothing [01:16.41]Cause feelings are painful [01:18.63]And I don't wanna suffer through [01:19.83]All those moments without you [01:24.39]When I lost you [01:27.63]Anger and sadness they're always there [01:30.99]They're always pretty rough to cope with [01:38.28]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart [01:41.97]I wish I could start again [01:43.53]But I know that there's the other side [01:51.72]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it [02:00.12]And when I do I'll be [02:03.54]So better for the rest [02:06.30]So much better in my chest [02:33.81]Can you feel can you feel [02:35.43]And when you do you'll be [02:37.92]So happy that you felt [02:39.81]But I know that there's the other side [02:57.18]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it [03:05.85]And I used to think [03:08.13]That being numb would ease the pain [03:10.20]But I was wrong I was so wrong [03:17.04]It's just better to feel and know you're alive [03:20.10]While reminding yourself that it's temporary [03:22.32]Oh it won't last for long