[00:00.000] 作词 : Paul Jackson/Bill Summers/Michael Clark/Benny Maupin/Arjun Ivatury/Sir Robert Bryson Hall II/Blackbird McKnight [00:01.000] 作曲 : Paul Jackson/Bill Summers/Michael Clark/Benny Maupin/Arjun Ivatury/Sir Robert Bryson Hall II/Blackbird McKnight [00:21.833]Yeah [00:22.441] [00:22.670]My anxiety was takin' over (Yeah) [00:24.384]Remove the devil and my faith go fill its slot like it's aimin dollar (Come on) [00:27.702]I finally made it to the field of my dreams, and I let ghost play around in my head like I'm Ray Liotta (Damn) [00:32.843]A Yankee on and I got stripes in this game [00:34.916]High headed but got ice my veins, arrivin' by plane [00:37.924]G4 to be exact, rewards it be to raps [00:40.452]Three hoes before a foreign and three more are bein' cracked (Facts) [00:43.212]That was the life that I was leadin' back before I went to therapy [00:46.102]And we unpacked, I wasn't really needin' that [00:48.351]I was needin' validation, which, I agree is whack [00:50.968]Mad at my therapist like, "Bitch, I agree with that" (Haha) [00:53.854]Here's the kicker though, my therapist is me (Facts) [00:56.213]Complainin' 'bout my problems, how American of me [00:58.346]There's a scarcity of free thinkers (Yeah) [01:00.092]It's all group thoughts (Sheep) [01:01.612]That's what they think (Yeah) [01:02.544]That's not what you thought (Psst) [01:03.929]Before you saw the popular vote [01:06.313]You scared that the world'll leave you if you rockin' the boat [01:08.853]So you don't (Pussy) [01:09.717]All aboard, now you safe in here but you don't even recognize your own face in here, **** it [01:14.659]Independent with a major budget (Uh-huh) [01:16.826]You ain't mad at me, you mad your lady love it, we should change the subject (Uh-huh) [01:19.865]I sway the public like I'm rappin' on the radio [01:22.323]Long hair lookin' like I'm supposed to be on Game of Thrones, HBO [01:25.549]But every time I talk, it makes the news like the Daily Show [01:28.181]I'm wavy so, of course you wanna cruise, I call her Katie Holmes [01:30.642]All my dreams are comin' true, that's somethin' I innately know [01:33.180]Labels feedin' artists soul diets like palio [01:35.755]Meanwhile I'm feedin' myself [01:37.655]Had a nightmare last night that I was sleep with myself, yeah, yeah [01:42.669]Oh God [01:43.289] [01:44.781]I keep my ego in check, just me and this instrumental pumpin' through this cassette deck [01:49.142]Money don't represent my rank [01:50.578]Yeah, logic rose from Jack but even the Titanic sank [01:53.260]I seen cats with egos bigger than cruise ships lose it [01:55.839]Gain power and abuse it [01:57.112]Same to take my kindness for weakness and confuse it [01:59.993]Same type don't know I stay with the gat and know how to use it [02:02.570]Used to be addicted to likes by the likes of people I ain't even liked [02:05.964]Anxiety, readin' comments ain't have me readin' right [02:08.446]Trapped in the Matrix, Black Neo, back to the basics [02:11.419]Now everything I do is off the grid, they just can' trace it [02:14.011]Face it, I used to love rap, now all I love is my family, **** the fake shit [02:18.493]Only engulphed in darkness, can you see the light like common sense [02:21.720]But to my defense, that way you're thinkin' past tense [02:23.890]Life's a bitch and shit can get screwed like when you camping, that's ****in' in tents [02:26.973]On tour the fans screamin' the West like cravin' [02:29.541]You know I deal with shit that'll make the average man's chest cave in [02:32.636]On the scene daily, this just in, word to Hailey [02:35.103]I write about the world around me like a journalist [02:37.284]It's funny how people that don't listen to me concerned with this [02:40.216]It's 'cause they have to be, these mother****ers weaker than muscle atrophy [02:42.805]This life feels like a simulation, man, it has to be [02:45.295]Walked through the world, the whole shit is just one giant catastrophe [02:47.886]Speak on mental health, the people after me, that's why I tapped out [02:50.586]Retired 'cause I felt rapped out [02:51.973]Feel like people more connected with shit that's not what raps about, so I mapped out [02:56.305]Just me and my fam, I don't give a damn [02:58.247]Livin' day to day, just like the normal man I am [03:00.527]Bringin' it back to the reason I began it from the start [03:02.974]Spillin' syllables at will at the open mic, after dark [03:05.535]Hangin' with cats that stay with iron like they Tony Stark [03:08.164]We recognize when the phonies talk, why? [03:10.977]Real G's fly in silence like gnats, G7 raps [03:13.530]Retired now I'm back, I relapsed, we bringin' that heat back [03:16.636]Like July, that real shit, no two ply [03:19.000]Bitches I've been plottin' and plannin', **** whatever they been demanding [03:21.604]I grab the cannon, and ran in the lyrical phantom, jumpin' out the plane tandem [03:25.307]Flow so effortless it seems like it happens at random [03:27.335]My greed expand bigger, I Bruce Banner 'em [03:29.515]I hit you with the buckshot then the Chapelle slug [03:32.110]Hustle music like some of my brothers still hustle drugs [03:34.641]I'm the unsung, did it for money, made the money, now I do it for fun [03:38.686]Music will forever be a part of me [03:40.383]I do this from the heart, from the circumflex artery [03:42.935]My bank account is seven digits like I won the lottery [03:45.519]But that don't navigate the way I shape the game like pottery [03:47.945]So hold up, grab the gat, reload, the Rattpack be my soldiers [03:50.731]Yeah, I'm older but I be wiser [03:51.748]****ing around, now open your eyes up [03:53.145]Now these haters claim I fell from grace a couple years back [03:55.538]Still at the top, where I been at [03:57.371]Eight miles from the surface of Earth, feeling infinite [04:00.088]Don't gotta get into that [04:01.136]Who's the illest on a track? Rewind it now and listen back [04:03.511]Wanna know who the best is? I give you fourty-four guesses [04:06.069]It doesn't matter and it never did, it never does, it never will [04:08.858]That's why I retired, it's impossible to fulfill [04:11.171]Just a hamster wheel, full of cats that never still [04:15.891]On it, for real (Woo, crazy!)