[00:00]emails i can't send (Explicit) - Sabrina Carpenter [00:01]Lyrics by:JP Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels [00:03]Composed by:JP Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels [00:05]It's times like these [00:07]Wish I had a time machine so [00:10]I could see what you did October 13th [00:13]At 10:15 were you really asleep [00:16]Were you lying to me and the family [00:20]There's no "us" in us when I'm lacking trust [00:24]You wanna discuss ugh [00:26]You disgust me [00:28]Don't make me cuss you out [00:30]Why'd you let me down [00:32]Don't say sorry now [00:35]And thanks to you I I can't love right [00:39]I get nice guys and villainize them [00:43]Read their texts like they're having s*x right now [00:47]Scared I'll find out that it's true [00:50]And if I do then I blame you for [00:54]Every worst that I assume [00:57]When I'm forty-five someone calls me their wife [01:01]And he ****s our lives in one selfish night [01:05]Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did [01:09]And God I love you but you're such a dip**** [01:13]Please ****ing fix this [01:17]'Cause you were all I looked up to [01:21]Now I can't even look at you [01:39]I mean as they say in Chicago [01:43]He had it comin'