[00:00.000] 作词 : Nicole Zefanya [00:01.000] 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya [00:13.857] The apartment we won’t share [00:17.699] I wonder what sad wife lives there [00:23.412] Have the windows deciphered her stares? [00:28.147] Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs? [00:33.934] [00:34.108] The dog we won’t have is now one I would not choose [00:39.247] The daughter we won’t raise still waits for you [00:44.658] The girl I won’t be is the one that’s yours [00:49.900] I hope you shortly find what you long for [00:56.652] [01:05.908] Two years and some change [01:08.679] Isn’t it strange? [01:10.766] You’re a full-fledged socialist, [01:13.679] I go by a new name [01:16.611] [01:16.835] The filthy joke that won’t [01:19.400] burrow in the corner of your [01:22.203] smirking lips, I mourn it to this day [01:26.847] [01:27.274] The story we won’t tell [01:29.328] is my greatest fantasy [01:32.711] The passion I won’t feel again [01:35.293] isn’t lost on me [01:37.802] [01:38.023] The son you never wanted [01:40.004] is the wound your father left [01:42.907] And the mother I won’t be is [01:45.841] probably for the best [01:49.949] [01:52.603] Your demons I won’t meet [01:54.434] Now someone else’s word to keep [01:57.589] I’m sure she’s beautiful and sweet [02:04.029] Not what I wanted, but what we need