[00:00.000] 作词 : NF/Tommee Profitt [00:01.000] 作曲 : NF/Tommee Profitt [00:36.11]Hey Nate, how's life? [00:38.85]I don’t know, it's alright [00:40.61]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being [00:42.80]And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night) [00:44.91]I'm sorry, that's fine [00:46.56]I just think I need a little me time [00:48.48]I just think I need a little free time [00:50.52]Little break from the shows and the bus rides (Bus rides), yeah [00:53.16]Last year I had a breakdown [00:54.53]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud [00:56.43]Had to see a therapist and I found out [00:58.32]Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house [01:00.38]Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out [01:02.38]You know, pack my car, take a new route [01:04.47]Clean up my yard, get the noose out [01:06.39]Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out) [01:08.59]I’ve been searchin' [01:09.98]What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning [01:11.80]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens [01:13.72]Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect [01:15.72]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me [01:17.72]Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous [01:19.75]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry [01:21.71]And things might hurt me [01:22.75]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey! (But hey!) [01:25.29]It's worth it though [01:26.23]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats [01:27.93]Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam [01:30.04]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code [01:31.97]Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode [01:33.97]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone [01:35.93]Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose [01:37.92]For crackin' jokes [01:38.78]I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?) [01:40.85]Been makin' a whole lot of changes [01:42.38]Wrote a song about that, you should play it [01:44.32]I get scared when I walk on these stages [01:46.34]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah [01:48.95]That's when I start to get anxious [01:50.32]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous [01:52.39]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred [01:55.29]Forget what I'm saying, and [01:56.79]Where'd the beat go? [01:58.68]Oh, ain't that somethin'? [02:00.48]Drums came in, you ain't see that comin' [02:02.20]Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin' [02:04.12]Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach [02:06.08]Throw it back up like I don't want it [02:08.09]Wipe my face, clean up my vomit [02:10.15]OCD, tryna push my buttons [02:12.08]I said don't touch it, now y'all done it [02:14.57]I can be critical, never typical [02:15.85]Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal [02:17.63]Intimate, but never political, pretty visual [02:19.71]Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it though [02:21.88]You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable [02:23.67]Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool [02:25.80]Way that I been thinkin' this cinematic is beautiful [02:27.71]Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos [02:30.00](Videos, videos) [02:30.74]Yeah, the sales can rise [02:32.08]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines [02:34.01]See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside [02:35.97]That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies [02:38.01]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives [02:40.02]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise [02:42.03]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies [02:44.00]You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am [02:46.20]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place [02:48.05]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way [02:49.98]It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe [02:51.99]Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay? [02:54.05]Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face [02:55.93]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great [02:57.88]You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate [03:00.18]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (Woo!) [03:02.46]I am developin', take a look at the benefits [03:04.06]Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate [03:06.03]Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it [03:08.15]Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence [03:10.16]It's pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative [03:11.95]I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine [03:14.19]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip [03:16.09]Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah! [03:18.51]It's that time again [03:20.15]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends [03:22.12]Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in [03:24.02]Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big [03:26.06]On a road right now that I can't predict [03:28.03]Tell me "Tone that down," but I can't resist [03:29.98]Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists [03:32.07]The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh (Huh, huh) [03:35.77]