[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:09.634] When I'm sitting in the backseat
[00:11.160] I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
[00:12.930] Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
[00:15.331] I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
[00:17.672] I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
[00:19.678] Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
[00:22.045] There's nobody I can call, this all has me
[00:24.151] Feeling so, yeah
[00:25.612]
[00:26.616] I can't even lie and pretend
[00:28.246] I feel like I'm on the edge, I want my torment to end
[00:30.280] I locked all my issues up, but they just keep barging in
[00:32.479] I fell so many ****ing times, I can't get up again
[00:34.652] Devil keeps playing games, I keep letting him win
[00:36.727] I wake up everyday, battling the pain I'm against
[00:38.855] I feel alone, this is how my whole life has been
[00:41.026] They see me as a percentage, or a flex to their friends
[00:43.217] That's ****ed up, **** love 'cause, I don't wanna hear about it
[00:45.838] I don't even drink but, get a bottle, I'ma down it
[00:47.937] Even in an empty room, I'm feeling like it's hella crowded
[00:50.046] 'Cause my demons started creepin' in and leaving me surrounded
[00:52.640] I just wanna walk away, and I swear I got a lot to say
[00:55.831] Maybe I should pray, God find me 'cause I'm lost
[00:58.741] These are always in my thoughts (My thoughts!)
[01:00.506]
[01:00.786] When I'm sitting in the backseat
[01:02.356] I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
[01:04.307] Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
[01:06.677] I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
[01:08.943] I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
[01:11.055] Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
[01:13.306] There's nobody I can call, this all has me (This all has me)
[01:17.299] This all has me (Oh no)
[01:19.270]
[01:26.885] Yeah
[01:27.666] Sometimes I like to go for a ride, and play the music loud
[01:29.881] Just so I can quiet my mind
[01:31.202] My thoughts trickle and the voices keep feeding me lies
[01:33.337] I push them aside, I run, but they gon' always arrive
[01:35.526] I need to run run, need a someone, but I never did
[01:38.283] Find love 'cause, I feel like it don't exist
[01:40.335] And that's my ex's fault, and that's my fault too
[01:42.560] 'Cause I should've ran, but I took her back again
[01:44.769] But it's okay, I'll take blame for it (Blame for it!)
[01:46.771] And I know that karma's real when she gon' pay for it (Pay for it!)
[01:48.640] And she promised a better future and I stayed for it (Stayed for it!)
[01:50.775] Now my heart is cold, don't want love 'cause there's no place for it (No place!)
[01:52.719] So I'm 'bout to move on (Move on), I would rather be alone
[01:55.674] Trauma that I carried from a broken home
[01:57.124] Got me hidden, different lows, tryin' to stay under control
[01:59.387] But my thoughts, they just tend to roam (They tend to roam!)
[02:01.167]
[02:01.655] When I'm sitting in the backseat
[02:03.439] I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
[02:05.576] Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
[02:07.771] I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
[02:10.187] I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
[02:12.164] Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
[02:14.377] There's nobody I can call, this all has me (This all has me)
[02:17.174] Yeah, this all has me (Oh no)