[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles [00:20.376]I didn't ask for this life, I was born in it [00:22.883]I'm alive but my soul died, I'm just mourning it [00:25.135]I got everything I ever wanted, yet I [00:27.130]See the world moved on and slowly left me behind [00:29.627]Saw my ex's pregnant now, damn should of been mine [00:31.881]Thought she was the one for me, it hurts me still, I can't lie [00:34.377]Saw my friends settle down, turn to husband and wives [00:36.628]And starting family's, I've watched them all from the side [00:39.125]It's like they found the thing I search for [00:40.477]But never could find [00:41.529]And no one told me success will leavе you empty inside [00:43.783]When no onеs there to share it with, **** how careless was I [00:46.532]To not noticed them using me, ones who swear they would ride [00:48.774]Until the end, I've hit the end and now they're no where in site [00:52.726]I'm so mother****ing lonely and there's no where to hide [00:54.720]I have struggles, they're aware, yet they never tried to see if I'm fine [00:56.471]How much can I take? [00:58.967]Lost along the way [01:01.970]I'm still lost, still lost [01:03.969]I'm not the same [01:06.465]How long can this wait? [01:08.718]I'm about to break [01:11.468]I'm still lost, still lost [01:13.721]I'm not the same (Same) [01:18.215]I didn't ask for this life, I was brought in it [01:20.721]I still feel alone despite my big audience [01:22.974]I know they say that time is supposed to heal [01:25.215]But all time ever did was show me time isn't real [01:27.465]All my "Let's just be friends" aren't my friends anymore [01:29.721]Those who used to check on me, never check anymore [01:32.218]Wonder if they'll come and see me, when I'm out here on tour [01:34.724]Or will they see the ad for it, laugh and leave it ignored? [01:37.221]Not like I need them 'cause we know I made it the farthest [01:39.471]At times I wanna finish on the path we have started [01:41.724]I'm heartless, 'cause I'm owed apologys that I'll never get [01:44.221]I'm tryna forgive myself and burn away my regrets [01:46.718]No one left, feels like I'm losing control [01:48.715]I swear this winter's about to be cold [01:51.221]People tell me that I'm winning, when I already know [01:54.218]The only issue is I hate that I'm winning alone, damn [02:05.465]I'm tired, I'm tired [02:08.472]I'm tired of being alone [02:12.723]How much can I take? [02:14.721]Lost along the way [02:16.973]I'm still lost, still lost [02:19.215]I'm not the same [02:21.964]How long can this wait? [02:23.973]I'm about to break [02:25.970]I'm still lost, still lost [02:28.723]I'm not the same (Same)