[00:23.61]Remembering running through my yard like a wild stream
[00:34.57]Just a little kid, blood flowing into my rosy cheeks
[00:45.63]Now a river runs red from my knuckles into the sink
[00:56.92]And there's a pale girl  staring through the mirror at me
[01:02.30]Maybe it's just a dream, wish I could go back to sleep
[01:19.28]Hydrangeas blooming off the branches on park trees
[01:30.14]It's a half-hearted calm, the way I've felt since I was 13
[01:41.26]'Cause I may not feel it now, covered up the wounds with my long sleeves
[01:52.48]But I know it's waiting there, swimming through my bloodstream
[01:58.24]And it's gonna come for me, yeah, it's gonna come for me
[02:16.03]What did you have that I didn't?
[02:22.62]And why am I so blue?
[02:26.81]Someone's talking in my forehead
[02:32.34]It says I'll never be like you
[02:38.07]Happiness is like a firefly on summer free evenings
[02:49.12]Feel it slipping through my fingers
[02:54.78]But I can't catch it in my hand
[03:01.79]Catch it in my hand
[03:16.62]Old memories ribbons runnin' down from my bare knees
[03:27.43]I ran too fast, fell down on my face in the concrete
[03:38.71]I guess the lesson's learned, I barely left my room in the past week
[03:49.73]I've got my guard up, trying all the time to stay clean
[03:55.48]I don't feel anything, I won't feel anything
[04:13.11]What did you have that I didn't?
[04:19.81]And why am I so ****ed?
[04:23.47]Someone's talking in my forehead
[04:29.58]It says I'll never be enough
[04:34.88]Happiness is like a firefly on summer free evenings
[04:46.40]Feel it slipping through my fingers
[04:51.85]But I can't catch it in my hand
[04:58.98]Catch it in my hand