Desperately Trying歌詞

[ti:Desperately Trying]
[ar:Club des Belugas/Anna.Luca]
[al:I Love Swing Music]
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[00:00.00]Desperately Trying (Swing Mix) - Club des Belugas
[00:11.08]Written by：Kitty the Bill/Anna Luca
[00:22.17]Never feels at home when he's with me
[00:24.77]That is what he told me when he left me
[00:27.41]Leaving me desperately trying to understand
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[00:33.24]Desperately trying to find a home for him to move to
[00:37.18]
[00:38.66]Desperately trying to find a place for us to stay
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[00:43.72]Said he never really got through to me
[00:46.37]That I never opened up emotionally
[00:49.02]Guess I kind of lost my trust on the way
[00:53.26]
[00:54.56]Since he's gone I'm sinking
[00:56.26]Sinking deeper into who I really am
[00:58.83]
[00:59.85]Now I'm brave enough to show what's inside
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[01:03.41]But it's too late
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[01:37.99]Said he never loved me
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[01:40.37]That he always stopped for his feelings to grow
[01:43.05]And I went on hoping hoping for things to change
[01:48.38]Since he is gone I keep on finding out
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[01:51.08]All these little things about him
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[01:53.77]Realizing that she was always there with us
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[02:53.35]Looking back I have to admit that
[02:55.81]Things went wrong long ago
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[02:58.51]So please take the sorrow you gave
[03:00.61]And leave
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[03:04.34]I'm desperately trying to cleanse myself of all this lies
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[03:09.56]So scared that I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die