I push it harder歌詞

Silverstein - In Silent Seas We Drown
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I'm running just like the wind, a moving current
Feel it pushing faster, it's pushing faster
I'm hiding you like a sin, a lonely liar
See you taking after, you're taking after
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We have come so far against these odds
Been on my back for way too long
But now I realize it's not my problem
There's countless ways I won't try to solve them
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I'm caving in like a mine, I'm under pressure
Feel it taking over, it's taking over
I'm living life like a lie, I'm losing judgment
Shoulders growing colder, I'm growing colder
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I have broken down so many walls
I never thought I'd have to climb them now
It used to be so fun, I used to dream in light
But now I work in dark, I feel so worn and trite
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I'm telling all my friends I love the highs and lows
But the truth is that I'd rather stay home alone
I'm making sure there