Shed So Many Tears (Tribute)歌詞

I shall not fear no man but God
原來(lái)，我除了上帝一直無(wú)所畏懼
Though I walk through the valley of death
但我徘徊在死亡邊緣的時(shí)候我知道我錯(cuò)了
I shed so many tears (if I should die before I wake)
流了很多眼淚【我真的要在活的明白之前死去嗎】
Please God walk with me (grab a ***** and take me to Heaven)
祈禱主的寬恕并帶我去天堂
Back in elementary, I thrived on misery
我的生命從痛苦開始
Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin breed
獨(dú)自一人在生死存亡的世界成長(zhǎng)
Inside my mind couldn’t find a place to rest
我從未停止過(guò)思考
until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest
直到我把“Thug Life”刺在我的身上【Thug Life惡棍生涯，另外一種解釋是’The Hate U Give Little Infants, **** Everybody’，其中字母I用一顆子彈代替。紋于1992年。這里也暗示2pac在那個(gè)時(shí)候已經(jīng)將自己的人生下了定義】
Tell me can you feel me? I’m not livin in the past, you wanna last
你該明白我了吧？我不能總是活在過(guò)去的陰影里
Be tha first to blast, remember Kato
還記得Kato嗎？【Kato，2pac在幫派中的摯友，因?yàn)?500美元在洛杉磯的家門口死于劫殺，他死后2pac將自己在亞特蘭大的一棟房子讓給他的家人住】
No longer with us he’s deceased
他才離開我們沒(méi)多少時(shí)間
Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets
也給大家提個(gè)醒：不要重蹈他的覆轍
Now rest in peace
安息吧兄弟
Is there heaven for a G? Remember me
如果天堂肯收留一個(gè)浪子，請(qǐng)記得給我留一個(gè)位子
So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears
為了身邊那些逝去的生命我不止一次的淚如雨下了
Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
混跡了多少年，就流了多少淚
Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
想到這些就忍不住痛哭流涕
Now that I’m strugglin in this business, by any means
現(xiàn)在的我都得忙于生活和生意【business雙關(guān)：一指代“幫派”生活的艱辛“麻煩纏身”，二指代音樂(lè)事業(yè)的難做“前兩張專輯都飽受爭(zhēng)議”】
Label me greedy gettin green, but seldom seen
不知不覺我的欲望開始膨脹
And **** the world cause I’m cursed, I’m havin visions
草泥馬，我被這操蛋的世界詛咒了 我甚至可以看到
of leavin here in a hearse, God can you feel me?
睡在棺材里的自己 主呀你看到了嗎
Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain
讓我從這該死的痛苦和壓力中解脫吧
Show me some happiness again, I’m goin blind
我還沒(méi)有失明為什么卻看不到一絲絲的幸福
I spend my time in this cell, ain’t livin well
花了很多時(shí)間去研究如何去解脫卻一無(wú)所獲
I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
天生就該下地獄的我計(jì)較TMD什么失敗
My life is in denial, and when I die,
可能連我掛了都會(huì)遺臭萬(wàn)年吧
baptized in eternal fire I’ll shed so many tears
涅磐重生的時(shí)候我肯定會(huì)喜極而泣
Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
混跡了多少年，就流了多少淚
Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
想到這些就忍不住痛哭流涕
Now I’m lost and I’m weary, so many tears
現(xiàn)在的我除了眼淚漫無(wú)目的
I’m suicidal, so don’t stand near me
離我遠(yuǎn)些讓我自生自滅吧
My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer
我的一舉一動(dòng)都在掌控之中 只為了
to embrace an early death, now there’s nothin left
早一些解脫 但全都失敗了
There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn’t rest
他們不愿寬恕我給我任何機(jī)會(huì)
I’m barely standin, bout to go to pieces, screamin peace
我咬緊牙關(guān)奄奄一息想要進(jìn)行最后的反擊
And though my soul was deleted, I couldn’t see it
但我看不到我那早已丟掉的魂魄
I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free
腦海里面只有想要掙脫束縛的惡魔
They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin the flame
他們預(yù)謀已久
inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game
只是為了那讓我痛不欲生的勾當(dāng)
No memories, just a misery
行尸走肉般遭受著折磨
Paintin a picture of my enemies killin me, in my sleep
我腦?？倳?huì)浮現(xiàn)敵人手刃我的畫面
Will I survive til the mo’nin, to see the sun
反復(fù)折磨得我生不如死還不如直接做了我
Please Lord forgive me for my sins, cause here I come…
親愛的神，偉大的神，你可以怪我太過(guò)無(wú)知而我只是人【借天才少年宋岳庭的詞來(lái)告慰另一位說(shuō)唱天才】
Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
混跡了多少年，就流了多少淚
Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
想到這些就忍不住痛哭流涕
Lord knows I.. tried, been a witness to homicide
親愛的神你也看到了我的努力
Seen drivebys takin lives, little kids die
但對(duì)于飛來(lái)橫禍我也只能愛莫能助
Wonder why as I walk by
為什么我總是會(huì)
Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin high
看到那些讓人悲慟不已的場(chǎng)景【chalk line：粉筆畫的線，通常表示死者在案發(fā)現(xiàn)場(chǎng)的位置】
This ain’t the life for me, I wanna change
我想要改變這種不屬于我的生活
But ain’t no future right for me, I’m stuck in the game
但對(duì)于未來(lái)我卻又沒(méi)有準(zhǔn)確的方向
I’m trapped inside a maze
深陷迷霧的我
See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy
有時(shí)只能用酒精來(lái)麻痹自己【Tanqueray：金酒中的極品名釀，深厚干洌，由美國(guó)最著名的進(jìn)口金酒哥頓公司和添加利公司聯(lián)名出品】
Disillusioned lately, I’ve been really wantin babies
酒醒之后，我想我總得有個(gè)孩子吧
so I could see a part of me that wasn’t always shady
我也看到了自己那頑劣性格中好的地方
Don’t trust my lady, cause she’s a product of this poison
我才不相信我的那個(gè)罪魁禍?zhǔn)椎鸟R子
I’m hearin noises, think she ****in all my boys, can’t take no more
我甚至可以聽到她和我的朋友們翻云覆雨的齷蹉動(dòng)靜
I’m fallin to the floor; beggin for the Lord to let me in
說(shuō)來(lái)說(shuō)去，我只祈禱親愛的主能讓我上天堂
to Heaven’s door — shed so many tears
唉，說(shuō)著說(shuō)著眼淚又不爭(zhēng)氣的流了下來(lái)
(Dear God, please let me in)
親愛的神，請(qǐng)收留我吧
Lord, I’ve lost so many years, and shed so many tears..
想到這些就忍不住痛哭流涕
I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
我失去了太多太多的東西
Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
混跡了多少年，就流了多少淚
Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
想到這些就忍不住痛哭流涕