Trauma歌詞

[00:00.000] 作詞 : BoyWithUke
[00:01.000] 作曲 : BoyWithUke
[00:09.675] Growing up I never had a lot of money
[00:11.602] I never had a phone
[00:12.457] Always was a little hungry
[00:13.653] Used to find it hard to sleep
[00:14.745] When I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:15.948] I was 10 back then
[00:17.877] I didn't have a room
[00:18.859] Had to buy used shoes
[00:20.027] I hid behind tunes
[00:21.069] To avoid abuse
[00:22.438] And every time I fell
[00:23.320] I would blame it on myself
[00:24.399] Even if it was an accident
[00:25.960]
[00:27.623] Maybe it's not what I want
[00:30.772] Oh I've seen better days
[00:32.711] And the moment ****ing sucks
[00:36.454] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[00:39.928] And, honestly, why not
[00:41.901] When nobody gives a ****
[00:44.041]
[00:44.444] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:49.081] I wanna give up trying
[00:51.221] And start doing something else
[00:53.597] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:58.187] I know it's in my mind
[01:00.190] But I think I need some help
[01:02.404]
[01:02.763] Cuz sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:05.180] I was an outcast
[01:06.754] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:08.987] Too shy to talk about home
[01:10.810] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13.120] And oh I've been so
[01:15.692] Lost without hope
[01:18.134] I got a window in my head, it's a casket
[01:20.248] You know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[01:21.897]
[01:22.555] Maybe it's not what I want
[01:25.659] Oh I've seen better days
[01:27.563] And the moment ****ing sucks
[01:31.349] But I'll be damned if I don't stop
[01:34.766] And, honestly, why not
[01:36.738] When nobody gives a ****
[01:38.510]
[01:39.407] But sometimes I just can't help myself
[01:43.804] I wanna give up trying
[01:46.008] And start doing something else
[01:48.453] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:52.943] I know it's in my mind
[01:55.021] But I think I need some help
[01:56.980]
[01:58.223] Because it's all I know
[02:00.495] My hands around my throat
[02:02.727] Pray that I won't let go
[02:05.084] This time around
[02:07.361] But every single time
[02:09.570] I try to shut my eyes
[02:11.958] I see the reason why
[02:14.217] I'm not alone
[02:15.270]
[02:15.991] Sometimes I just can't but sometimes I just can't help myself
[02:22.782] I wanna give up trying
[02:24.763] And start doing something else
[02:27.277] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:31.934] I know it's in my mind
[02:33.925] But I think I need some help
[02:36.398] Sometimes I just can't help myself