Waking again, don t know why it s far too still tonight
round my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you, where you are and how it got this far
wondering when you might call
Tired and so alone, I ignore the TV drone
every heart beat turns toward the telephone
You re in my mind, in my dreams
I m cursed or so it seems don t know where to take flight
Always the same old doubt
and it turns me inside out
it s so hard to walk away
try as I might
Because I m broken inside pieces of me,
intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
all of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can I do
hoping to find a way to see through
a break in sky, to get through the night
discover the peace I wish I knew
Painting in shades of grey sifting through the disarray
Can I find enough of me to make you stay?
Because I m broken inside pieces of me,
intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
all of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can I do
hoping to find a way to see through
a break in sky, to get through the night
discover the peace I wish I knew
But you, you turn the tide wash over me, come set me free
I won t question why or try to disguise
all of the things you mean to me
I ll trust in you, what else can I do
I can t deny something so true
Look at me now, wondering how
I ll keep the peace I found with you