[00:00.000] 作詞 : 梨子
[00:00.004] 作曲 : 梨子
[00:00.09]《抑郁患者的自述》
[00:05.88]作詞:梨子
[00:11.24]原曲:Dance with the devil
[00:16.44]演唱:梨子
[00:19.44]錄音/混音:張浩轅
[00:20.65]錄音室/混音室:“鬼樂”Studio
[00:22.27]每次醒來又是到了黑夜
[00:24.28]我除了煩躁依舊是 憎恨這個(gè)世界
[00:26.96]夢(mèng)中全部都是淚和血的情節(jié)
[00:29.14]這一切快要把我摧毀快要精神**
[00:32.23]每一天都在尋找新的方法解脫可卻
[00:34.79]事與愿違我卻仍舊找不到這結(jié)果
[00:37.24]老實(shí)說 腦中隱匿著看不見的野火
[00:40.19]我燒毀掉所有向世人宣告我的杰作
[00:43.00]我祈求上天能夠給我一片凈土 墳?zāi)?br />[00:45.78]渾身散發(fā)著喪氣不敢去對(duì)任何人傾訴
[00:48.38]我憤怒 愚蠢的人們大多根本不懂得醒悟
[00:51.27]恐怖 浮躁的社會(huì)你比誰都清楚
[00:54.92]yeah I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[00:59.03]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡邊緣
[01:01.66]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一點(diǎn)我借你吉言
[01:04.74]別把自己當(dāng)作了圣人
[01:06.03]救世主也不可能承認(rèn)
[01:07.38]話說多像滿嘴在噴糞
[01:08.83]修行沒到不可能封神
[01:10.13]無力的乏力全都索然無味
[01:12.41]靈魂脫離身體變輕慢慢往下去墜
[01:15.12]開始瘋了恨了怨了恨不得你把我殺了
[01:17.84]他們懵了沉了厭了恨不得撕下我傷疤
[01:20.44]你對(duì)我說醉吧累吧睡吧別想那么多了
[01:23.21]我回答你說會(huì)嗎沒吧廢了到此為止吧
[01:27.25]yeah I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[01:31.09]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡邊緣
[01:33.83]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一點(diǎn)
[01:36.68]I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[01:39.35]I don't give a **** 墜入萬丈深淵
[01:41.93]I don't give a **** 站在死亡邊緣
[01:44.68]I don't give a **** 就差那么一點(diǎn)
[01:47.78]人性的泯滅是多么的可悲
[01:49.07]寒風(fēng)在凜冽身心很疲憊
[01:50.42]活在黑暗之中的我還能相信誰
[01:52.78]被封塵的秘密又有誰會(huì)選擇回味
[01:55.27]**縱的傀儡不敢反駁只能說對(duì)
[01:58.27]內(nèi)心逐漸變得壓抑自閉
[01:59.73]邪惡的念頭生長(zhǎng)肆意
[02:01.17]上帝托夢(mèng)給我告知我耶穌真正的死期
[02:03.92]封閉了自己 只剩下死寂
[02:05.21]由不得自己 只是灘爛泥
[02:06.54]誰給我激勵(lì) 不想再消極
[02:07.92]看不見的東西把我壓得快要失去氣息
[02:10.90]正在剝奪周圍的空氣 于是我哭泣
[02:12.66]放過我求你讓我再繼續(xù)活下去 yeah
[02:16.95]我試著發(fā)出最后一個(gè)求救信號(hào)
[02:19.39]我知道 休息的時(shí)間馬上要來到
[02:22.20]我禱告 世間的他們別再有哀嚎
[02:24.82]很糟糕 心魔在纏繞我根本就睡不著
[02:28.26]勞拉西泮是我服下的解藥
[02:31.80]yeah I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[02:35.60]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡邊緣
[02:38.18]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一點(diǎn)
[02:41.15]I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[02:43.91]I don't give a fxxk 墜入萬丈深淵
[02:46.49]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡邊緣
[02:49.28]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一點(diǎn) 一點(diǎn)
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