Road I'm crossing
This transitions daunting
I feel awfully, drained
It's so exhausting
I'm still yawning
Path I'm on is causing
Lot's of scarring
Well then here's my warning
Never been raised
In hiphop well its
Time to start exploring
Expectations have
Been cropped but
Was planted here in my story
At least, since I've been
An artist, it was never
Gon' be my calling
These words that I've
Had to harvest
Guess its time
To stop ignoring
1.35: I've been running
Like a kid flash faction
Grind is something
That I've been catching
Words are worse
Then to show the action
Talk I'll leave you
In the subtraction
Taking number
One you can have it
I don't need the clout
That has traffic
Well I'm focused
Not to be static
Cause my level
Is SO DYNAMIC! (ARGHH)
Im still on this ship
And my life has just
Pulled me right over
The boat that I'm in
Im losing my state of mind
With this chess game
Of mine you know I'm changing
My opening mostly
Gambit call me a bandit
Songs iron fist I'm a vocalist
This smoke and liquor can see
The picture ill brew
The mixture baby
I'm the Witcher
My body's a temple
But the thoughts upstairs
Leave me impaired
Just like it's a rental
Just tryin' survive
That wear and tear
Addicted, like I'm some sort
Of rap addict, crossed with dramatic
Effects, my music is it
Drug as a bad habit
If you go backwards. In steps
I'm still a young contestant
Been CLASSified as Independent
You see that it's always mentioned
So I'll get a bit defensive
Hopefully the right direction
These dreams are still on pending
Occupation is never questioned
I won't follow the list that's trending
Live out these tournaments
It's so unfortunate. HEY
No trophies in vision of a win..
Still not close to them. Strange
It's Soaked right in kinda over it
Have you noticed it? Great
Don't stay with them
Do not play pretend
And get close to them. Mate
Verse 4
I've been calculating
But no calculator can
Figure out this only connection
So please stop debating
Views are saturated from
The stigma that
Shows the attention
Artists are overrated
Who's acting famous
But who's living off
A golden pension
True it's so frustrating
Getting so deflated from
Different opinions and rejections
3.08: may be introverted
Crowds make me nervous
When I'm under pressure
I scrape the surface
Well it isn't working
That's when I'm rehearsing
See me doing laps
Well I'm still here circling
I may be the same old person
Changing my growth
When I'm putting
My heart to this service
Im very determined
All the L's that I take
Literally stand for learning