born again runner歌詞

[00:23.577]Woke up and read the news
[00:27.483]Start my day crying over
[00:31.098]Things you prayed would break our hearts
[00:38.017]When my sisters and I were young
[00:42.646]You said "We're trying to learn
[00:46.009]To consider others more important than ourselves"
[00:53.333]Well, I'm not the one yelling
[00:57.244]But you say I'm too emotional
[01:01.959]Walk away kicking myself
[01:08.691]Should I save my tears for somebody else?
[01:17.286]Watching your sermon looking for an apology
[01:24.605]I sat through so many and they always used to panic me
[01:32.926]Face the pews
[01:34.759]I need to leave
[01:36.311]Go sit in the balcony
[01:39.974]Sync my breathing with the AC
[01:43.904]Pretending I'm in the nosebleed seats
[02:02.899]Well, I guess I've had enough
[02:10.679]You preach peace and patience
[02:14.826]But you don't seem to have your own
[02:18.700]I'm tired of calling your bluff
[02:26.008]And I know I've said it more than just once
[02:33.810]I know I'm not Jesus
[02:37.894]But Jesus, I'm trying to be enough
[02:49.823]Wrote you a letter trying hard to describe myself
[02:57.084]You never seemed to see me
[03:00.985]You always saw someone else I wasn't trying to be
[03:12.639]To get you to love me
[03:20.122]You said when I was a kid
[03:24.765]I was always running away from a hug or some kind of loving
[03:35.668]And hey, maybe you were right
[03:43.404]And hey, maybe I still might
[03:50.970]Come on, you don't have to be so tough
[03:58.768]If you'll try to listen then I'll try to call you up
[04:06.522]And I'll let you call my bluff
[04:13.498]And I know I've said more than just once
[04:21.764]I know I'm not Jesus
[04:25.642]But Jesus, I'm trying to be enough