proud of me歌詞

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Mitchell Schnapp/Mathew Rajczak
[00:22.10]What am I worth? I've been wondering
[00:29.07]Since birth, have I done anything?
[00:34.65]For what it's worth, I'd give everything
[00:40.44]On this earth, to make you proud of me
[00:46.12]Life is so long unless you die young
[00:48.35]I’m 21 with this gun on my tongue
[00:51.16]Mom, are you there?
[00:52.59]Dad, are you proud?
[00:53.94]Blood on my hands, call that a hand me down
[00:56.77]Shaking at night
[00:58.19]Crying alone
[00:59.58]You're sleeping tight, safe in our home
[01:02.66]These circumstances have got me so low
[01:05.42]But this is the only way I've ever known
[01:20.14]High tides crashing under the moon tonight
[01:26.05]And I know that nothing will be alright
[01:31.60]And I hope that you get to see me shine
[01:37.40]Before I'm at your grave crying out "goodbye"
[01:43.06]I'm choking on words that I just can't just describe
[01:46.21]It's hard to lie when I look in your eyes
[01:49.03]A shell of your former self
[01:51.63]I know you're in need of help
[01:54.44]Your health is declining as time passes by
[01:57.56]I'm in denial and tentions are high
[02:00.34]I just wanna know what went wrong
[02:03.19]But I'm pretty sure this is my fault
[02:05.99]The pills kill the pain within, they ease you inside
[02:09.11]You're not the mother that sang lullabies to me
[02:13.33]You give me anxiety
[02:16.13]I know that this most likely just won't change
[02:24.63]I guess it's better off this way
[02:28.77]High tides crashing under the moon tonight
[02:34.85]And I know that nothing will be alright
[02:40.39]And I hope that you get to see me shine
[02:45.89]Before I'm at your grave crying out "goodbye"
[02:52.07]High tides crashing under the moon tonight
[02:57.50]And I know that nothing will be alright
[03:03.20]And I hope that you get to see me shine
[03:09.04]Before I'm at your grave crying out "goodbye"