Sorry

Daniel Bedingfield - Sorry

You re my best friend

No you re not

You re my sister, stay in your place

I can t pretend that you re not

Threatening to me,l need my space

I m not lying, I value survival

Over you

I m on my own

No I m not

I ve my sister to fight for me

I can t pretend that you won t

Cause you love myself more than me

I m not lying, so often you choose me

Over you

And I ve tried to heal the wounds

Make it as if it never was

And I know I ve done my best

But I can never heal the scars

I wanna say I m sorry but I know I ll do it again

I ll do it again

I know what I did but I still don t know the reason

I wanna say I m sorry but I know I ll do it again

I ll do it again

I ll do it to you

I don t wanna hurt you anymore

I pull you close

Feel your love

Then I push you away from me

Protect myself

I m not safe when my boundaries are violated

And it s kill or die

So I choose me

Over you

ADD is my excuse

And with my excuse I shot you down

And I know I ve got to change

But I can never work out how

How can I say I m sorry when I know I ll do it again

Do it again

I know what I did but I still don t know the reason

I wanna say I m sorry but I know I ll do it again

I ll do it again

I ll do it to you

I don t wanna hurt you anymore

Lash out in anger

Hit the wrong target

My little sister

No matter what I say

I love you so much I cannot leave

But when family get too close

I always find it hard to breathe

How can I say I m sorry when I know I ll do it again

I ll do it again

I know what I did but I still don t know the reason

How can I say I m sorry when I know I ll do it again

I ll do it again

I ll do it to you

I don t wanna hurt you anymore

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