Trying to Help You Out

Trying to Help You Out - Ashley Arrison

You see perfect

Or pretty damn close

You see beautiful

But I know

I'm not what you want

It's not what you think

Inside of Me

Inside of Me

I'm scared cause

I know I'll screw it up

I'll let you down

So afraid so I walk alone

I'm trying to help you out

Things aren't as they seem in my heart

I have seen who I am

Don't get close

You don't want to come in

The real me isn't what you're thinking

You say love me but you're love is like a child

You think I'll love you even though I tell you otherwise

I'm not you want It's not what you think

Why won't you listen to me

Why won't you listen to me listen to me

I'm scared cause I know

I'll screw it up I'll let you down

So afraid so I walk alone

I'm trying to help you out

Things aren't as they seem in my heart

I have seen who I am

Don't get close

You don't want to come in

The real me isn't what you're thinking

I'm torn apart

Cause I don't wanna hurt you

I never meant to

Let it get this far

Stay right where you are

I'm scared cause I know

I'll screw it up I'll let you down

So afraid so I walk alone

I'm trying to help you out

Things aren't as they seem in my heart

I have seen who I am

Don't get close

You don't want to come in

The real me isn't what you're thinking