[00:00.00] 作詞 : 周震南
[00:01.00] 作曲 : 周震南
[00:02.00] 制作人 : 大邁MizarMin@Audio-Axis
[00:05.00]Part I:
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[00:21.69]I think I’m confused
[00:22.73]My deepest soul is fading and disappearing
[00:24.58]Two people talking
[00:25.64]One showed me how to love
[00:26.23]Another one told me ‘You gotta clean them’
[00:27.90]That’s why people called them
[00:28.87]Angel and demon
[00:29.62]Good versus evil
[00:30.53]I’m afraid to face them
[00:31.02]…I’m suffering!
[00:31.96]That’s what happened
[00:32.82]Every night I have been tortured by pain
[00:34.34]‘We should try to give people more love’
[00:35.87]‘Not my business, …’
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[00:37.42]‘We don’t have any right to judge’
[00:38.83]‘He’s definitely trying to make up a lie for us’
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[00:40.71]‘I’m good with the quit and strove with none’
[00:42.20]‘I’ll be the greatest…’
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[00:43.32]‘I don’t care the money and the fame’
[00:44.87]‘I’m gonna buy the fancy clothes drive the fastest cars’
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[00:46.83]More than 700 days
[00:47.59]I’ve been taking a long rest but I feel more tired
[00:50.64]Tryna calm but sometimes art’s come from my anger
[00:53.75]I believe in …
[00:54.69]Always showing love but I know I’m a liar
[00:56.70]Tryna control violence in my head
[00:58.59]But still wanna clean that …
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[01:00.24]Have you ever doubted your faith?
[01:01.54]And tryna raise a few questions?
[01:03.38]God hath leaden feet, but iron hands
[01:04.98] That’s why I’m confused
[01:06.53]All I see is a lot of people their own life has been taken
[01:09.54]I’m not a Christian but for somehow I’m praying
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[01:15.02]I’m praying
[01:16.83]For everybody
[01:18.28]For you
[01:19.32]For me
[01:20.17]For someone who’s pure and has loyalty
[01:23.03]I’m praying cuz I know it
[01:25.34]People gotta show their true love forever
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[01:37.42]Ok I’m done I feel calm
[01:39.84]Just wanna ask you something
[01:41.42]Things you’ve told me, I found it
[01:43.15]But why is that all wrong?
[01:44.61]I’m confused
[01:45.87]I wonder why the truth is gone
[01:47.75]When I need someone to save me
[01:49.65]Why don’t you respond?
[01:50.75]
[01:50.95]Now you blame me for I’m losing soul and faith
[01:53.46]Tell me what’s the price for being a human I gotta pay
[01:56.82]I’m not done yet
[01:57.98]I know there’s something beautiful I gotta find it
[02:00.37]I don’t believe in destiny
[02:01.69]There’s only judge and punish
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[02:03.48]Part II :
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[02:33.53]如果要殺死一個人
[02:34.77]只能選擇用一種兇器
[02:35.95]
[02:36.05]讓他帶著愧疚活著會比利刃更加鋒利
[02:38.46]
[02:38.66]選擇逃離將我自己封閉
[02:40.43]
[02:40.63]僅存的善意正審視著我并發(fā)出抗議
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[02:42.76]蜷縮在那沙發(fā)邊的縫隙
[02:44.94]等待著倒計時
[02:45.76]等待著最后被迫放棄
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[02:47.36]面對這突如其來的痛擊
[02:49.16]我無法接受現(xiàn)實
[02:50.41]此刻顯得無比抗拒
[02:51.66]盯著破碎不堪的屏幕
[02:52.62]投影出我做錯的臉
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[02:53.88]深呼吸以后
[02:54.64]習慣性地閉上我沒落的眼
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[02:55.98]安慰自己
[02:56.87]人性有錯落的面
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[02:58.11]戒不掉的懦弱
[02:59.05]我一次又一次墮落地撿
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[03:00.58]默默地演
[03:01.40]演一條落魄的犬
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[03:02.37]種種行為都幼稚得像是個未破的繭
[03:04.70]沒兌現(xiàn)過的言
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[03:05.71]沒能趕上最后一面
[03:06.90]算來算去后悔是否來得太過多了點
[03:08.75]
[03:08.95]所以 我試著去彌補這些事呢
[03:11.18]去習慣被人怒吼
[03:12.28]去習慣被人棄舍
[03:13.36]去習慣被人遺忘
[03:14.39]去習慣無能為力
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[03:15.44]想要保護她
[03:16.09]奈何我只是個可悲的戲子
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[03:17.41]是的
[03:18.86]我全部通通記得
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[03:19.94]曾經選擇忘記的
[03:20.87]我現(xiàn)在選擇記得
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[03:22.23]我現(xiàn)在把我自己剖開
[03:24.02]希望你感到赤誠而不是感到赤裸
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[03:26.33]Part III:
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[03:34.77]我曾經講出謊言
[03:35.61]試圖躲入那些個假話
[03:37.02]
[03:37.12]我曾經想要得到同情
[03:38.17]把多處的痛苦夸大
[03:39.08]
[03:39.28]我曾經眼睜睜的看著多數(shù)的人被打壓
[03:41.08]
[03:41.38]我曾經目睹這一切后做多數(shù)人做的啞巴
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[03:43.76]我曾經面對珍視的事說不
[03:45.16]說無傷大雅
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[03:46.00]后來也會想方設法去拖住某一個剎那
[03:47.89]
[03:48.09]我曾經為了讓她開心說出編出的大話
[03:50.37]最后沒能兌現(xiàn)她告訴我說 沒事的 傻瓜
[03:52.67]
[03:52.87]曾經逃避那些挫折
[03:53.63]把錯誤怪罪給爸爸
[03:54.69]曾經把憤怒的情緒過度地帶給了媽媽
[03:56.70]曾經看著她痛哭后
[03:57.92]被錯付的情緒夾雜
[03:59.05]他們看我的眼神
[04:00.04]從充滿愛意到充滿了害怕
[04:01.21]
[04:01.41]講到這些犯過的錯
[04:02.46]淚流得不止
[04:03.31]我無法挽回這一篇篇
[04:04.47]無法回頭的故事
[04:05.43]每一次叫醒自己告誡自己
[04:06.76]最后也如此
[04:07.45]講出些偽善的借口
[04:08.55]隨后又感到很無恥
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[04:09.91]我的神啊
[04:10.96]我無法分清我的善偽
[04:12.09]但是你能否聽到我的這一句句懺悔
[04:14.48]每一次失去后來的反悔
[04:16.43]這馬后炮的嘴臉現(xiàn)在讓我感到反胃
[04:18.64]很慚愧
[04:19.45]我真心感到慚愧
[04:21.07]躲在角落不敢面對的我像個殘廢
[04:23.74]Wake up wake up wake up and fight
[04:25.65]我不想他們再次為了我悲傷而含淚
[04:25.89] 編曲Music Arranger:大邁MizarMin/Tunga/陳建平
[04:26.13] 音效設計Sound Designer:大邁MizarMin
[04:26.38] 鍵盤手Keyboard Player:陳建平
[04:26.62] 吉他Guitarist:趙勤
[04:26.87] 鋼琴手Pianist:布達佩斯交響樂團
[04:27.11] 交響樂團Symphony Orchestra:布達佩斯交響樂團
[04:27.35] 交響樂助理Orchestra Assitant:Rhett Dahl@Audio-Axis
[04:27.60] 混音師Mixing Engineer:張平@Audio-Axis
[04:27.84] 錄音師Recording Engineer:大邁MizarMin @Audio-Axis 匠維音界/周震南
[04:28.09] 和聲Back Vocalist:周震南
[04:28.33] 母帶Mastering Engineer:張平@Audio-Axis
[04:28.57] 企劃Creative Planning:皕卅廿/小蟲
[04:28.82] 監(jiān)制Executive Producer:辛志宇
[04:29.06] 音樂制作 Produced by: 哇唧唧哇娛樂(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
[04:29.31] 出品/母帶版權公司 Pruduction Company/OP:哇唧唧哇娛樂(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
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